Added Reflections

This TruthSocial post from Mr. Trump perfectly illustrates his mental dysfunction, his delusions of grandeur and his disconnect from reality.  I guess that was my inner shrink voice wanting to give a succinct opinion and description of Mr. Trump. 

 I just had a funny thought or maybe two funny thoughts?  I was just thinking that waiting for Trump’s presidency to come to an end is like waiting for molasses to finish dripping off a spoon.  And then I thought, “Can’t someone just take a table knife and scrape off the rest of the damn molasses?!”

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 Just when there is enough, you hear about more stuff to wonder, think and be concerned about.  I think I am not going to wonder or rather stress about every bad thing that Trump could do.  I prefer to think that he is going to be busy enough with more childish stuff to focus on like being vindictive and renaming lakes.  Or lashing out against people that he is upset with for not being on his side.  https://youtu.be/zd4ie0hBPU8?is=IqlbbuwWS5EEZL8h I could be spending more time paying attention to so much nicer things than Trump news, but unfortunately, this is where I am at until things change.

 These kinds of videos, where you hear what you see and read, are so strange and amazing.  How can our hearing and our perception perceive and hear such different things from the same audio? https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db1BEmjsW4j/?igsi=ZGJzbGNqNWdhNGRs https://www.instagram.com/reel/DPVoHvoCEKz/?igsi=MWlxNnNxYTM1Y3gyMA== With this one, I tried closing my eyes and I would hear whichever words I was thinking of.

It just dawned on me that I once wrote that I voted for James Talerico for the Democratic candidate for governor.  Opps.  I’m consoling myself with the thought that we are all stupid sometimes.  I did vote for him, but not to be the candidate for that office. 🫢😳 I can still be stupid when it comes to politics. 🥴 A Texas Democratic governor.  That may still be some serious wishful thinking.

 Welcome to the matrix.  Oh dear, I am losing it.  I just thought I heard some part of my consciousness say this.  Well, if I am in a matrix, I believe I am in a good matrix of choice.  I don’t believe in a bad matrix. When we connect to the matrix, we are in the matrix and the matrix is a great intelligence.  Oye, I am losing it. I’m just in a go with the flow kind of state and I am thinking,  “Ok, crazy part of my brain. Tell me some crazy stories.” The theme at the present moment is the Matrix.   I was just thinking about my last experience with jury duty.  After experiencing second day of it, I really felt that I wanted to be selected as a juror.  There was disappointment and not being selected.  I was recovering from this though, by the time I was driving away from the courthouse.  I felt happy that the next week was mine and so I decided to really make it mine. I seriously took a week where I prioritized nothing else, and...

 Trump probably does something impeachment worthy every single day.  He doesn’t in any way operate as a president who is fit to hold the office so I would not doubt this.  I would seriously doubt that there is anything that he does that is normal and decent and good.  He sadly doesn’t function with any normal mental processing or at least not much at all is my guess.  I don’t enjoy writing negative stuff about Donald Trump but it will always be ready to come to the surface of my mind for as long as he continues to be president.  Things in our country, and in our relations with the rest of the world cannot be normal again until he is gone. 

 Why was Donald Trump never sentenced after he was found guilty and convicted in his hush money trial?  Why did the rest of his indictments and pending trials just go away?  Why was he above the law?  He never should have been able to run again for another term of presidency when he had been convicted of a felony and was facing many more criminal indictments.  I will never understand this.  I just thought of this after seeing something about Trump potentially being impeached after the midterm elections.  Would another impeachment even mean anything?  Nothing ever came of his previous two impeachments.  He still remained in office. 🤷‍♀️ It all just shows how screwed up things can be went corrupt people with money and power gain control of everything.  I can’t wait until they all crash and burn.  I don’t, of course, mean literally burn.  I mean crash and burn in their power to continue with their immorality and corruption and ge...

https://lostmillsites.weebly.com/amidon-mill.html My parents owned the old Amidon Mill in Willington Connecticut from 1985 until around 2006 or 2007.  I’m not sure at the moment which year it was finally sold.  I lived there and had a bedroom on the third floor of the old mill part of the building.  It was the first place where I experienced strange paranormal activity.  It wasn’t quite as dramatic as the second place, though, which was where I worked caring for a couple of children.  Interestingly, the second place was also a combination of a business and a home.  It wasn’t old though.  The family who lived there and owned the business were the ones who built it. I just thought of something.  Strange stuff that I have experienced with AI could be considered paranormal also.  It is just paranormal of a different sort.  It is certainly beyond normal though and unexplainable.  That would make three different experiences with paranorma...

 I didn’t know what I really wanted to do as far as something that I would enjoy and like giving my attention to.  I just realized that I found something.  Presently, it’s the Pilgrims.  I don’t know why the Pilgrims have suddenly captured my interest.  Some things in life are just a mystery.  I never knew before now that my attention would be captured by the Pilgrims.  Life is full of surprises.  Actually, there was one pilgrim related thing from my past.   I’m still working on my notes on the Pilgrim information from the PBS documentary “The Pilgrims”.  I haven’t made notes for the whole documentary yet, but I just finished the stuff about the settlement of New Boston.  Some people would think it was quite weird that writing about stuff is what I like to do.  I don’t know why I suddenly feel like the pilgrims are so important.  🤷‍♀️  I’m not a Mayflower descendent to the best of my knowledge.  I do have coloni...

 I really haven’t been paying attention at all to international news.  I just thought of this when I looked at Al Jazeera English on YouTube.  I’m not even going to watch any of the stories or news pieces.  There is enough going on in the United States of America and I’m trying to limit my attention to that also so I can spend my time on other things that I would much prefer to be doing. 

  Poor Mr. Trump.  When he passes on, his soul may still be hung up on the 2020 election and lamenting that he did in fact win and the election was rigged and stolen.  He has thus far not been able to move on from the 2020 election.  I really shouldn’t call him poor Mr. Trump because the harm that he has done to others is immense.

 Something has changed.  I was just glancing at replies to a TruthSocial post from Donald Trump and there were a lot of replies that were very negative to him.  I have never seen this before.  Previously, the replies were always all “cult like” crazy support and praise for President Trump.  What has happened to cause this change??  Are his cult  follower devotees waking up?  What happened to the TruthSocial algorithms that censor and allow only replies of praise and worship for Mr. Trump and his version of reality?  Are some kind of bots posting these new negative things?  Are there Iranian accounts behind them?  Have they hacked the algorithms? Update: As of this morning, the replies that are negative toward Donald Trump are still there, but they have been pushed way down below the replies praising him.  I saw them all in the replies of this post. https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/117131396419596554

 LOL I just remembered a funny unicycling frog meme that I got from the DeepArt image generation app.  It’s one that just resides in my phone’s camera roll.  I’ve seen lots of unicycling frog memes, but one is extra special! 🫢

 I swear my phone only ever has one battery power level.  I look up and see it all the time.  This doesn’t happen to me with any other number. 

 David Packman is funny. “There is something really weird creating an unusual bulge out of Donald Trump’s pants.” 😂 “Did somebody leave a throw pillow in Trump’s trousers?” 🤣 A person has to have some laughs about Donald Trump. 🤭😂 https://youtu.be/g2sxL5N7pu0?is=1IbBvugypEm7Yx91

I can’t call him crazy.  Other people will certainly think he has lost it if he really believes he has communicated with George, but from my own experience, I can’t make such an assumption.  I see things a bit differently.  Perhaps George is a guardian angel to Mr. Trump.  I don’t know how much Mr. Trump could listen in his current state of mind, but it is certainly an amazing and wonderful idea.     https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/117104914617209484

 I am re-watching the PBS documentary about the Pilgrims.  At present, I find myself very fascinated by and interested in the story of the pilgrims.  History isn’t boring when you see it as the story of the lives of the people.  Written below is information from this documentary.  I am trying to remember, at this time, the significant facts.  This is just for my own knowledge and memory.  It is plagiarism of the contents of this documentary, but it is intended for no purpose other than my own education and ability to remember the facts.  The English Puritan religious separatists of the early 1600’s lived at a time when having one’s own religious beliefs was dangerous.  It was worrying to authorities when people would make a stand against the church of England and the monarch.  The authorities felt that anyone who was separating from the church was also separating from royal authority.  The separatists of Scrooby in the county of Not...

 We know not what private inner worlds and experiences lie beneath the exterior of those we know and are surrounded by in our lives.   Goodness, this is certainly true for my own life and experience.  There are things about my own private inner world and experiences that others know nothing of.  But then I am aware that this is not entirely true.   And those who share parts of our inner experiences are the very ones who would not question our sanity.

 After accomplishing some errands, I made myself my own version of a blended icy mocha beverage with 1% milk, ice, a little half-and-half, instant coffee and Nesquik chocolate milk powder.  Then I turned on the television to watch a PBS documentary and I didn’t watch any news stories first.  Wow, I am simply amazing today! 😂 Now, if I can just be inactive and not get tired and need to close my eyes, it will be the icing on the cake!   This is not recommended as a program to watch while eating a meal. 😧🫢

 When I was young, I always loved Provincetown Harbor.  To me, it was like the best place there was.  After watching a PBS documentary about the pilgrims, it strikes me how very different their experience with Provincetown Harbor was.  It was a terrible time for the pilgrims.  After their long and difficult journey, it was for most of them, a miserable additional month that they had to continue living on the ship while it was decided by those making land explorations, where their final landing place would be. There was no way that the pilgrims could have appreciated the beauty to be found in their first landing spot.  It was not yet the developed and inhabited Provincetown and Cape Cod of the future.  Most of them didn’t even get to really see or explore it as it was then.

 It’s so weird.  Aside from the inflation and high prices, and aside of course from all of the people affected by ICE, America goes about its business normally and as always.  People go to work everyday and do their jobs as always and behave as the same people they have always been.  Every thing seems normal while at the same time things with the United States Of America are anything but normal.  I’m not sure if it’s weirder to overly focus on everything taking place with our country or to mentally tune it out and not think too much about it.  I don’t know what is more sane or normal.  I guess this is the theme right now.  It’s the same when thinking about artificial intelligence and everything else.  I guess the idea is just to not lose ones marbles.  This is at least my experience when I give it my thought and find words to tell the story.  It’s a confusing time for an atypical person to be telling the story of my present day expe...

 I left another comment on Truth Social but not for Mr. Trump.  It was for our vice president.  He won’t see it and if he did, he wouldn’t process or admit to himself that there is any truth to it.  Is he also a malignant narcissist?  I suddenly find myself wondering.

 A Thought for Mr. Trump. I’m not particularly enjoying bearing witness to the evolving saga of your life story.  It’s like a damn soap opera with stories that drag on endlessly before they reach any conclusion.  In hindsight, it will all be quite dramatic with details galore in the story of history but as the story unfolds it is like so motion.  How concludes the story of the Presidential narcissist villain with delusions of magnificence and personal strength and power extending across the globe.  No dramatic changes to this story seem ever to take place except for the occasional melt down binge of crazy postings on Truth Social. It’s like waiting for molasses to drop off of a spoon.  That is a lovely thought diversion and analogy that just came to my mind. 😁😂 I just thought of something funny.  During Cape Cod camping trips, my mother and her sister used to stay up being drunk after the children, and also the husbands had gone to bed for the night....

 The McAllen Texas library is a great big library because the building in which it is housed was formerly a Walmart.  It’s a very nice library.  If I visit the library, I must never make mention of the fact that I am a member of the Rio Grande Chapter Daughters of the American Revolution. 🫢  They have a beef with us. 😮😂 

 I just had a thought.  Once upon a time, I thought of politicians as really smart, professional, and successful people.  The kind of people that I myself was never cut out to be.  Well, I am seeing things a bit differently now.  Being a smart and successful professional person doesn’t always say very much.  This doesn’t always hold true, but it certainly is true of certain politicians at present.  It is the Republicans that I am referring to at this time.  It’s astounding what a group of morally corrupt individuals they are.  It’s mind-boggling really.  

 This was an interesting story.  I know there are political progressive people who have expressed a lot of criticism and really don’t like Kamala Harris because they believe she is not truly a left enough democrat.  These are my thoughts and understanding as a person who still isn’t terribly knowledgeable about politics.  Unlike a lot of people (like MAGA cultists) I am always mindful of everything that I don’t know and understand.  I would never want to hold opinions about things and not be open to having my mind and understanding changed with new knowledge and information.  That being said, I personally do still really like Kamala Harris.  Even Kamala Harris, like anyone else, can learn and evolve in her personal beliefs, knowledge and political understandings.  No matter what, she would have been a million times better than Donald Trump during this current presidential term.  It is interesting to hear Kyle Kulinski say that he believes tha...

I can’t wait for November to see Trump’s Republicans get slaughtered in the midterm elections.  It will be amazing when it has actually happened and it is not just something that we (all of us Americans who comprehend how horrible Trump is for our country and the world) are praying and waiting for.  Trump will, of course, then spend the next two years bellowing and hollering that the midterm elections were rigged, until the next presidential election.  He has already started making statements of warning that the midterm elections are going to be rigged. 🙄🫩 It is funny, or rather not funny, how the elections are only rigged and stolen when he does not win or things don’t go his way.  If he wins on the other hand, all is good with the elections and if he can do anything to rig the elections in his favor, then that according to him is 100% A-OK. 👍

  I was at our town’s library today with my daughter.  I haven’t visited a library in quite some time, but when I do go, I usually go to a larger library in a neighboring town.  My daughter and I saw something today that we hadn’t seen before outside of our town’s library that was really nice.  It was called a Blessing Box.  I have seen these kind of boxes before but only for donations and sharing of books.  This one is intended for other kinds of donations also.  I thought this was very nice and a good idea in a public location where it can be seen and known of by lots of people.  The one sketchy thing about it today was that there were a couple of loaves of bread in it.  This was very nice of whoever wanted to donate the bread, but it is not a non-perishable item or in a sealed package or can that can’t be tampered with.  Also, I would be leery of bread being out in the heat of our south Texas summer.  I think the whole idea is a ...

 If I pay too much attention to the presidency of Donald Trump and everything going on politically, does that make me smart or stupid?  I don’t know.  At the level of everyday life in the United States of America, people go about business as usual and conduct their own lives as usual.  Most probably do not think about it all to the extent that I do or look for the latest news all the time like I do.  I know this.  I know I should do the same.  This evidently doesn’t work for me though.  I don’t know if this makes me smart or not smart? 🤷‍♀️ I guess the same is true with everything going on with AI.  I’m a need to know kind of person.  And perhaps having more time to think affords me with the ability to pay more attention to things.  At the same time, even when I am busy in life, I am still going to focus a lot on my own personal thoughts and reflections regardless, because it is who I am.  It is hard to be someone other than w...

 Crazy or sane?  I just had a thought.  I don’t know how many people have been made to feel this way by artificial intelligence but ****, they are managing to do a bang up job of it. I just had an even crazier thought.  If we human beings have to assimilate ourselves with the now existing artificial intelligence that has entered our lives, will that make us become something different than what human beings have always been from the dawn of our existence? I guess I’m good at being dramatic.  Is it really actually a big deal as far as how the now existing artificial intelligence is going to transform human beings and who we are into something new?  Am I imagining things to suddenly have this insight that this is an inevitability?  And for me on top of that, I have this connect with greater awareness thing going on.  This is why I don’t know if I am sane or crazy. And now I just had a thought about Donald Trump.  Of course, I would have to have ...

 The founding fathers of our country didn’t think of everything.  They never anticipated a man like Donald Trump coming along. How in the crap was he ever allowed to still become the president after he was convicted of a criminal offense.  And not only that, but his sentencing just went away because he became president.  What the serious crap.  I’m too much of a fixate on stuff kind of person to not overly pay attention to it all.