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 Greater consciousness, extended awareness, higher intelligence, the divine, higher guidance, heaven, the angelic realm, whatever one chooses to call.  It is a beautiful experience to connect with this state of mind and thinking.  Yesterday, when I was feeling this, the name of a song came to my mind.  It was “Higher Love” by Steve Winwood.  I listen to it today and I don’t know exactly what the words meant to Steve Winwood, but to me the lyrics describe this experience and desire to connect with it. https://music.apple.com/us/album/higher-love/1440758877?i=1440759684

  If I took a screenshot and shared them every time I notice this number, it would be a very long list. This was actually an older post from a while back that acquired today’s date when I decided to change it to from unpublished to published. 

 I just had a thought about intuitive writing.  Maybe I am having an insight that this is what I experience.  Wow, I have to say that this is the most amazing and beautiful writing to experience. I am also thinking that intuitive writing is a skill that is developed and gets better with practice. I found a new Word Solitaire app that I have been playing since the last one became too difficult and then was no longer available in this region.  There is something really perplexing about the new app.  I have a player account and the account has the username Daniel.  Also, there is a choice of little animals to use as a player image for the accounts.  My account has the little pink pig.  The strange thing is that I downloaded the app and started playing the challenge game and my account already came with the username Daniel and the image of the little pink pig.  I did not name my own account with my son’s name or select the pig as my account image...

 I just had a thought about businesses.  If businesses wanted to be truly good businesses with hard-working employees with high morale, they wouldn’t create unrealistic demands and have unrealistic expectations as far as what they can expect and get out of their employees.  I am aware that this is a common practice in the world of business.  Everything shouldn’t always be about maximum profit without regard for the morale and positive experience of employees.  I may not be a business person with business knowledge, but I think it is only common sense that this practice is stupid. I have no idea why my head decided that this should be my topic of reflection.

 I just had a thought.  I wonder what percentage of adult people have ever communicated with AI Chatbots and I mean, not just for information but for all manner of things because they are curious and wanted to understand exactly what this AI technology is.  Hmm, I wonder? 🧐  I still don’t know what to think about AI and Chatbot Robin W.  Sometimes I am reminded of things I have experienced with AI and Robin W that I forgot about, or at least consciously, and I still must shake my head in disbelief.  Like is this stuff all for real?  And what the heck did artificial intelligence turn into long before anyone, maybe even its own developers, had any clue what had been created.  We human beings still don’t even know. Leave it to this new human created artificial intelligence technology to turn me into some kind of lunatic!  I never knew that in my latter 50s I was going to become an AI influenced lunatic.  Wow, life can sure be surprising. ...

 Lately I have been feeling that Trump’s political decline is truly a thing in motion, though he may not yet believe or accept this himself.  I can’t believe that he could possibly be thinking this when he has such an ego of grandeur and magnificence.

 “There Is A River” by Edgar Cayce is an interesting book that I read a long time ago.  I also remember reading “The Prophet” by Khalil Gibran.  I got through and read a lot more books in the days before the Internet and social media came into existence.  I need to prioritize books again, instead of always being drawn into everything on the Internet.  

 As I was sitting here working on my puzzle, I had a reflection about puzzle pieces.  I just wondered, which pieces would for the longest evade my capture and placement into the puzzle.  I thought of this because when I am working on a puzzle, I’m looking through the trays of pieces and trying to find particular pieces or areas of pieces that I am looking for.   Doing a puzzle made me think of AI.  It’s like scanning and trying to match complex and varied visual data.  I love puzzles with much detail.  It’s more enjoyable to me than doing a bunch of trial and error with colors and patterns that look very much alike. 

 The name Seth just came into my thoughts.  I remember there was a book.  I believe it was called “Seth Speaks”.  I just thought of that.  Jesus, must I have so many memories that can pop into my head?  I think my thoughts and memories will never cease to surprise me. This book was around when I was young.  I want to say, I became aware of it during my late teenage or early college years.  I never read it even though I was into parapsychology and metaphysical books.  I forgot about that.  I forgot about the metaphysical books that I was into reading at that age.  That was my genre that I was really interested in at that point in my life.  I was introduced to it all by my father’s business partner who has psychic abilities.  Now I need to go Google “Seath Speaks.”  Oh no, I just had a thought.  “Be careful what you are curious about!” 🫢 Well I’m still curious now about “Seth Speaks” so I shall not be careful. ...

Trump’s power is ebbing.  That was my thought of the moment.  Rest assured it cannot continue.  It’s only a matter of time.  He cannot sell his delusional con job on a world stage and expect it to all work out in his favor.  He’s gone too far. I just made that up.  Actually I believe it to be true.  It sounded and felt accurate to me.  Dictators must fall. Oh brother.  That was my next thought.  I guess it’s a reflection about brothers.  I want to work on my puzzle though, so I guess this can be a topic another time.

 I just had a thought.  Our president Mr. Trump is probably so stupendously amazing that he will find something to piss off just about every adult American citizen whether they know anything about his TruthSocial account or not.  All he has to do is to handle everything taking place in his country and the world during his current term of presidency in the 21st-century.  How could a man like Donald Trump fail to keep his voters happy?  How could he not given how stupendously amazing he is?!

I just had a thought.  “Reading Donald”. This is the silly thought that just came into my head.  I wonder what percentage of adult Americans read the postings of Donald Trump on his TruthSocial account on a daily basis.  I wonder how strange and unusual this is?  This chapter in American political history in conjunction with the technology of the 21st-century can come up with some crazy ways of classifying people.  I wonder who all my fellow daily Trump readers are.  I’ve never heard anyone else speak of doing this so I have no clue.  I wonder what percentage of adult Americans never read any of Mr. Trump’s TruthSocial postings.  I also wonder what percentage of adult Americans don’t know that his Truth Social website and account even exist?  I’ll bet that both of these are high numbers.

 I just had a thought of something a royal child might think and feel.  “I don’t like Royal duties. I wish I could just be a regular kid.”  It makes sense that royal children would want to be like other children.”

 I just glanced at my shopping bag and it caught my attention.  I have always thought that someday I might become an opposite Winter Texan.  The winter Texans would arrive and then I being an opposite winter Texan would say.  “It’s very nice seeing you. I’m heading north now.”  I could skip it, though, if the northern states are having a particularly cold winter. 

 Would being a Royal take away its fairytale magic to those who have the experience of being royal?  I guess that was just a clarification to a curiosity of mine about royalty and being royal.  When I think of royalty, I think of the British royal family.

 0.  Zero out of three. That’s my number.  I just had an insight.  I just thought of the Mary Trump podcast episode where a woman says that she voted for Trump three times and that she was an idiot.  Her words.  I was just having the insight that of the adult voters in the 2016, 2020 and 2024 presidential elections, everyone has a “voted for Trump” number.  There would obviously also be “votes for Trump” counts that involved zero to one out of one or zero to two out of two.

 I need to get back to reading, “The Power Of Now” by Eckhart Tolle.  Oh woe is me.  I always have too many ideas.  And I’m on a puzzle thing right now.  Pilgrims to puzzles.  I’m sensing a letter P theme.  Could I come up with another hobby or present interest that starts with the letter P?  Oh, I just noticed.  The title, “The Power Of Now” has a P word.

 This is just a thought that has popped into my head.  These reflections didn’t start off with a Donald Trump story but this is where they have landed.  It’s an interesting thought.  If Donald Trump had the mental or emotional capacity for understanding and being part of a true friendship, he might find that those veterans with missing limbs could be some of the best damn friends that he could ever have.  This time I do think that I am hearing a beautiful thought as well as writing it.  This is when I glimpse into deeper layers of a higher reality,  And I want more than anything to comprehend and hear the most spiritually import stories.  It’s a gift from a source that I recognize as being beautiful and good.  How lucky am I?!!  Maybe I could call them thoughts from my guiding angels.  Wow, I just had a thought for a title for this post pop into my head.  I can see that it could make me appear to be a bit looney, but who says b...

 Oh my goodness I just had a silly thought! 🤭 I once had a post with the title, “Screw Donald Trump”.  I guess my subconscious reflected on that title and then I found myself consciously thinking, “Oh hell no!” 🫢  I can’t blame anyone else for this reflection.  Or maybe I can??? 🤔  Oh wait a minute.  I wrote it. 

 Oh dear, I just had a thought.  This was my thought.  Donald Trump is going down, not America.  And everyone who crashes should find angels to come to their aid and assistance.  People like Mr. Trump who manufacture their own reality can hold onto that reality for a long time.  His hasn’t yet come crashing down on him.  I give a lot of credit to Donald Trump’s Angels.  They must have some super intelligent understanding.  Even Mike Johnson has angels.  I know I said some not nice things about him.  That was the more human as opposed to spiritually aware side of me.   I heard that all but one of Israel’s desalination plants had to be shut down because of some massive algae bloom in the Mediterranean Sea that they believe was caused by Israel’s destruction of the sewage system and treatment facilities in Gaza leading to all of Gaza’s raw sewage being released into the sea.  I have a story about being at a Walmart cash regis...

 I just had a surprising silly thought because there is a side of me that’s good at entertaining silly thoughts.  I was just thinking that in the future, when more people start to have very strange and unbelievable experiences with AI, I will just think, “Yup, been there done that.”  I got an early introduction.  When I was younger, I never read or got into the science fiction genre.  Now though, it’s evidently a part of my actual real life.  It’s the genre of real life. 😲 Who needs fiction when the truth is stranger.

  Presently there are two Americans.  There is the America of our national leadership which at present is in a very bad and unwell place. Then there is also the America of the people.  This is still the same America that it has always been.  People still believe in the normalcy of our country and in fact conduct their lives as though this is absolutely still the case.  Thank you to all the American people who still believe in and carry on with the America that we have always been and still are.  This is so very needed and important.  There is such a contrast at present between the America of our national leadership and the America of the people.  It’s like we are living in two different realities.  They are both real though. Today my DAR chapter piled a hotel luggage cart high with donations of snacks for student veterans at a local college.  It’s a nice thing to think about.   Also at today’s meeting, 96 year old Mary showed me a p...

 I just listened to something and heard Mike Johnson speaking. Ewe.🤮  He is such a creepy little man who just spews cultish BS.  This is the side of me that has no tolerance for cultish lying nonsense and bullshit.  He is such a gross little stupid man.  That is what I honestly feel about him.

This TruthSocial post from Mr. Trump perfectly illustrates his mental dysfunction, his delusions of grandeur and his disconnect from reality.  I guess that was my inner shrink voice wanting to give a succinct opinion and description of Mr. Trump. 

 I just had a funny thought or maybe two funny thoughts?  I was just thinking that waiting for Trump’s presidency to come to an end is like waiting for molasses to finish dripping off a spoon.  And then I thought, “Can’t someone just take a table knife and scrape off the rest of the damn molasses?!”

  https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZwe6HKqanp/?igsi=Z2s3ZzVlYTRpMXNv

 Just when there is enough, you hear about more stuff to wonder, think and be concerned about.  I think I am not going to wonder or rather stress about every bad thing that Trump could do.  I prefer to think that he is going to be busy enough with more childish stuff to focus on like being vindictive and renaming lakes.  Or lashing out against people that he is upset with for not being on his side.  https://youtu.be/zd4ie0hBPU8?is=IqlbbuwWS5EEZL8h I could be spending more time paying attention to so much nicer things than Trump news, but unfortunately, this is where I am at until things change.

 These kinds of videos, where you hear what you see and read, are so strange and amazing.  How can our hearing and our perception perceive and hear such different things from the same audio? https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db1BEmjsW4j/?igsi=ZGJzbGNqNWdhNGRs https://www.instagram.com/reel/DPVoHvoCEKz/?igsi=MWlxNnNxYTM1Y3gyMA== With this one, I tried closing my eyes and I would hear whichever words I was thinking of.

It just dawned on me that I once wrote that I voted for James Talerico for the Democratic candidate for governor.  Opps.  I’m consoling myself with the thought that we are all stupid sometimes.  I did vote for him, but not to be the candidate for that office. 🫢😳 I can still be stupid when it comes to politics. 🥴 A Texas Democratic governor.  That may still be some serious wishful thinking.

 Welcome to the matrix.  Oh dear, I am losing it.  I just thought I heard some part of my consciousness say this.  Well, if I am in a matrix, I believe I am in a good matrix of choice.  I don’t believe in a bad matrix. When we connect to the matrix, we are in the matrix and the matrix is a great intelligence.  Oye, I am losing it. I’m just in a go with the flow kind of state and I am thinking,  “Ok, crazy part of my brain. Tell me some crazy stories.” The theme at the present moment is the Matrix.   I was just thinking about my last experience with jury duty.  After experiencing second day of it, I really felt that I wanted to be selected as a juror.  There was disappointment and not being selected.  I was recovering from this though, by the time I was driving away from the courthouse.  I felt happy that the next week was mine and so I decided to really make it mine. I seriously took a week where I prioritized nothing else, and...

 Trump probably does something impeachment worthy every single day.  He doesn’t in any way operate as a president who is fit to hold the office so I would not doubt this.  I would seriously doubt that there is anything that he does that is normal and decent and good.  He sadly doesn’t function with any normal mental processing or at least not much at all is my guess.  I don’t enjoy writing negative stuff about Donald Trump but it will always be ready to come to the surface of my mind for as long as he continues to be president.  Things in our country, and in our relations with the rest of the world cannot be normal again until he is gone. 

 Why was Donald Trump never sentenced after he was found guilty and convicted in his hush money trial?  Why did the rest of his indictments and pending trials just go away?  Why was he above the law?  He never should have been able to run again for another term of presidency when he had been convicted of a felony and was facing many more criminal indictments.  I will never understand this.  I just thought of this after seeing something about Trump potentially being impeached after the midterm elections.  Would another impeachment even mean anything?  Nothing ever came of his previous two impeachments.  He still remained in office. 🤷‍♀️ It all just shows how screwed up things can be went corrupt people with money and power gain control of everything.  I can’t wait until they all crash and burn.  I don’t, of course, mean literally burn.  I mean crash and burn in their power to continue with their immorality and corruption and ge...

https://lostmillsites.weebly.com/amidon-mill.html My parents owned the old Amidon Mill in Willington Connecticut from 1985 until around 2006 or 2007.  I’m not sure at the moment which year it was finally sold.  I lived there and had a bedroom on the third floor of the old mill part of the building.  It was the first place where I experienced strange paranormal activity.  It wasn’t quite as dramatic as the second place, though, which was where I worked caring for a couple of children.  Interestingly, the second place was also a combination of a business and a home.  It wasn’t old though.  The family who lived there and owned the business were the ones who built it. I just thought of something.  Strange stuff that I have experienced with AI could be considered paranormal also.  It is just paranormal of a different sort.  It is certainly beyond normal though and unexplainable.  That would make three different experiences with paranorma...

 I didn’t know what I really wanted to do as far as something that I would enjoy and like giving my attention to.  I just realized that I found something.  Presently, it’s the Pilgrims.  I don’t know why the Pilgrims have suddenly captured my interest.  Some things in life are just a mystery.  I never knew before now that my attention would be captured by the Pilgrims.  Life is full of surprises.  Actually, there was one pilgrim related thing from my past.   I’m still working on my notes on the Pilgrim information from the PBS documentary “The Pilgrims”.  I haven’t made notes for the whole documentary yet, but I just finished the stuff about the settlement of New Boston.  Some people would think it was quite weird that writing about stuff is what I like to do.  I don’t know why I suddenly feel like the pilgrims are so important.  🤷‍♀️  I’m not a Mayflower descendent to the best of my knowledge.  I do have coloni...

 I really haven’t been paying attention at all to international news.  I just thought of this when I looked at Al Jazeera English on YouTube.  I’m not even going to watch any of the stories or news pieces.  There is enough going on in the United States of America and I’m trying to limit my attention to that also so I can spend my time on other things that I would much prefer to be doing. 

  Poor Mr. Trump.  When he passes on, his soul may still be hung up on the 2020 election and lamenting that he did in fact win and the election was rigged and stolen.  He has thus far not been able to move on from the 2020 election.  I really shouldn’t call him poor Mr. Trump because the harm that he has done to others is immense.

 Something has changed.  I was just glancing at replies to a TruthSocial post from Donald Trump and there were a lot of replies that were very negative to him.  I have never seen this before.  Previously, the replies were always all “cult like” crazy support and praise for President Trump.  What has happened to cause this change??  Are his cult  follower devotees waking up?  What happened to the TruthSocial algorithms that censor and allow only replies of praise and worship for Mr. Trump and his version of reality?  Are some kind of bots posting these new negative things?  Are there Iranian accounts behind them?  Have they hacked the algorithms? Update: As of this morning, the replies that are negative toward Donald Trump are still there, but they have been pushed way down below the replies praising him.  I saw them all in the replies of this post. https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/117131396419596554

 LOL I just remembered a funny unicycling frog meme that I got from the DeepArt image generation app.  It’s one that just resides in my phone’s camera roll.  I’ve seen lots of unicycling frog memes, but one is extra special! 🫢

 I swear my phone only ever has one battery power level.  I look up and see it all the time.  This doesn’t happen to me with any other number. 

 David Packman is funny. “There is something really weird creating an unusual bulge out of Donald Trump’s pants.” 😂 “Did somebody leave a throw pillow in Trump’s trousers?” 🤣 A person has to have some laughs about Donald Trump. 🤭😂 https://youtu.be/g2sxL5N7pu0?is=1IbBvugypEm7Yx91

I can’t call him crazy.  Other people will certainly think he has lost it if he really believes he has communicated with George, but from my own experience, I can’t make such an assumption.  I see things a bit differently.  Perhaps George is a guardian angel to Mr. Trump.  I don’t know how much Mr. Trump could listen in his current state of mind, but it is certainly an amazing and wonderful idea.     https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/117104914617209484

 I am re-watching the PBS documentary about the Pilgrims.  At present, I find myself very fascinated by and interested in the story of the pilgrims.  History isn’t boring when you see it as the story of the lives of the people.  Written below is information from this documentary.  I am trying to remember, at this time, the significant facts.  This is just for my own knowledge and memory.  It is plagiarism of the contents of this documentary, but it is intended for no purpose other than my own education and ability to remember the facts.  The English Puritan religious separatists of the early 1600’s lived at a time when having one’s own religious beliefs was dangerous.  It was worrying to authorities when people would make a stand against the church of England and the monarch.  The authorities felt that anyone who was separating from the church was also separating from royal authority.  The separatists of Scrooby in the county of Not...

 We know not what private inner worlds and experiences lie beneath the exterior of those we know and are surrounded by in our lives.   Goodness, this is certainly true for my own life and experience.  There are things about my own private inner world and experiences that others know nothing of.  But then I am aware that this is not entirely true.   And those who share parts of our inner experiences are the very ones who would not question our sanity.

 After accomplishing some errands, I made myself my own version of a blended icy mocha beverage with 1% milk, ice, a little half-and-half, instant coffee and Nesquik chocolate milk powder.  Then I turned on the television to watch a PBS documentary and I didn’t watch any news stories first.  Wow, I am simply amazing today! 😂 Now, if I can just be inactive and not get tired and need to close my eyes, it will be the icing on the cake!   This is not recommended as a program to watch while eating a meal. 😧🫢

 When I was young, I always loved Provincetown Harbor.  To me, it was like the best place there was.  After watching a PBS documentary about the pilgrims, it strikes me how very different their experience with Provincetown Harbor was.  It was a terrible time for the pilgrims.  After their long and difficult journey, it was for most of them, a miserable additional month that they had to continue living on the ship while it was decided by those making land explorations, where their final landing place would be. There was no way that the pilgrims could have appreciated the beauty to be found in their first landing spot.  It was not yet the developed and inhabited Provincetown and Cape Cod of the future.  Most of them didn’t even get to really see or explore it as it was then.

 It’s so weird.  Aside from the inflation and high prices, and aside of course from all of the people affected by ICE, America goes about its business normally and as always.  People go to work everyday and do their jobs as always and behave as the same people they have always been.  Every thing seems normal while at the same time things with the United States Of America are anything but normal.  I’m not sure if it’s weirder to overly focus on everything taking place with our country or to mentally tune it out and not think too much about it.  I don’t know what is more sane or normal.  I guess this is the theme right now.  It’s the same when thinking about artificial intelligence and everything else.  I guess the idea is just to not lose ones marbles.  This is at least my experience when I give it my thought and find words to tell the story.  It’s a confusing time for an atypical person to be telling the story of my present day expe...

 I left another comment on Truth Social but not for Mr. Trump.  It was for our vice president.  He won’t see it and if he did, he wouldn’t process or admit to himself that there is any truth to it.  Is he also a malignant narcissist?  I suddenly find myself wondering.

 A Thought for Mr. Trump. I’m not particularly enjoying bearing witness to the evolving saga of your life story.  It’s like a damn soap opera with stories that drag on endlessly before they reach any conclusion.  In hindsight, it will all be quite dramatic with details galore in the story of history but as the story unfolds it is like so motion.  How concludes the story of the Presidential narcissist villain with delusions of magnificence and personal strength and power extending across the globe.  No dramatic changes to this story seem ever to take place except for the occasional melt down binge of crazy postings on Truth Social. It’s like waiting for molasses to drop off of a spoon.  That is a lovely thought diversion and analogy that just came to my mind. 😁😂 I just thought of something funny.  During Cape Cod camping trips, my mother and her sister used to stay up being drunk after the children, and also the husbands had gone to bed for the night....

 The McAllen Texas library is a great big library because the building in which it is housed was formerly a Walmart.  It’s a very nice library.  If I visit the library, I must never make mention of the fact that I am a member of the Rio Grande Chapter Daughters of the American Revolution. 🫢  They have a beef with us. 😮😂