Secretly Insane & Provincetown

 I am strange in that I can be a normal person and also secretly insane.  I wonder how many people are secretly insane. 🫢😂 If a person tries to delve into their own inner insanity, though, they can discover a lot more than a previously knew was there.

I make no apologies for being myself and my own unique secretly insane person.  I am who I am.  That sounds like a Provincetown phrase to me.  It might have been a popular slogan for T-shirts and so forth if I remember correctly.  Provincetown was always special and had a special vibe.  I wonder if it is the same in the present.  It has been so long since I have been there. 

Oddly enough, my uncle Roger, though a strait laced and conservative patriarchal man, never disliked and in fact had a fondness for Cape Cod and Provincetown.  Perhaps he also had an enlightened side.  I have to add that he was always very generous and liked to give to and share with others.  My mother always described him as being a very gracious host.

Beware of the spell of Provincetown.  I just had a funny thought.  I wonder if there are steadfast non woke people who might have their hearts stirred in a surprising way if they ventured to visit Provincetown.

Maybe Mr. Trump should go visit Provincetown.  He could sit on a bench and watch all the men passing by. 🫢 He might be spellbound!😂  It was never boring, even as a kid, to sit on a bench and watch all the people pass by in Provincetown.

Puppets not politics.  It is the thought I have heard.

How $1 trillion dollars stole Elon’s soul.  Evidently this is a story unless he was just born to go to the dark side.  I actually once believed that he was like a normal and decent human being.  I really don’t care to contemplate Elon Musk but the thought of him entered my head.  I guess he is a big part of the whole nightmare and political mess that our country has fallen into.  Wait a minute why am I saying I guess?  He is indeed enmeshed in our country’s government.  I guess it is my nature to always need to understand more before I think I comprehend anything and this is why I like to say “I guess”.  Is Elon Musk driven by money and power which has led to his total corruption?  It is probably a lot more complicated than a simple assessment.  Real stories are probably a lot more complicated.  There I go again.  I use the word probably.  Of course, the stories of human beings are very complicated and even go beyond that which human beings can understand themselves.  I guess I like to leave open in my mind, the understanding that there is always much more to be understood and comprehended.  And there I said I guess again.

Now I need a today focus.  Maybe I should try listening to my puppet.  Ha ha.  This fits well with the first theme of this reflection and discussion.  Secretly insane.