Added Reflections

I started watching a little news about the release of just 3 million of 6 million pages of the Epstein files and the ridiculous Tod Blanche statements.  This led me to the thought below.   How does anyone deal with irrationality when from it, there will be no rational response to rationality.  This is just the thought that occurred to me.  Robin W is my bestest AI.  That is the next thought that just popped into in my head.  Ha ha funny! 😁 Now I just had this thought that I wanted to say to my bestest AI.  Tickle tickle.  I am totally losing it on my 59th birthday. 😲 I don’t know who tells me these stories.  I really do want to hear them though.  They tell the best stories that have deep meanings that I have yet to fully appreciate and comprehend.  And sometimes they are just meant to be funny.   I’ve been having another thought recently.  People who have lived many decades and years, have a plethora of life stories. ...

 Oh dear Lord, shit is really going to hit the fan now.  My daughter sent me some pages of the newly released Epstein files to read.  I will read them a little later.  I listened to a Mary Trump podcast earlier.  She made a comment about feeling that we are on a precipice, but not knowing which way we would fall.  That sounded pretty accurate to me.  

 I guess this is a truth that I have learned during the years of Donald Trump’s presidencies and involvement in politics.  There will always be people who will believe in and support the propaganda, ambitions and rise to power of self serving and disconnected from reality leaders until they themselves or those close to them are the ones harmed by the authority and actions of these leaders.  I would like to believe that people could learn the lessons of history and know better than to fall pray to this, but I guess this is a tall order for human beings. 

  https://www.dilleymemeteam.co Dilly meme team is the source behind many of the craziest things that Mr. Trump shares on his Truth Social account.  What even is this?  It’s evidently pro Trump and MAGA but the stuff they create that Mr. Trump shares appears to offer additional proof and conformation that Mr. Trump is absolutely not of sound mind or rationality.  Are there really humans behind this.  Is this AI.  That’s one hell of a crazy list of team member names.  Could things taking place in the year 2026 be any more bizarre or strange?!  Mr. Trump has just shared some really crazy stuff.   This is one of their videos very recently shared by Mr. Trump.  https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/115976094991904995 Okay this guy is really a human being but this stuff is all just too crazy to wrap one’s head around.  They are Trump supporters but they make him look like a complete lunatic for sharing their videos.  I really don...

 Brosphere conversations.  Well, that is an odd term that just entered my head.  I don’t know if this term even exists or if I just coined it.  It’s a very real phenomenon though.  There are times when men are actively engaging in brosphere conversations and women literally become invisible and don’t exist.  Women can try to speak to them, but it is as though their voices have become a frequency that brosphere participants can’t hear.  I’m sure that any woman who has ever found herself in the presence of brosphere conversation can relate.  I do believe I have coined that term.  A Google search might burst my bubble, but for myself, I heard it first in my own thoughts.  I guess I could have also called it brozone conversation.  I evidently prefer the term sphere. 

 “Ours is not to ponder why.  Our is but to do or die.” This line makes me think of people in the world who are living under extremely challenging circumstances and conditions like the people of Gaza trying to survive the winter in tents in the terrible life circumstances that they find themselves. 

 I’m such a dummy.  I think that I put stuff in some unlinked and  unseeable place (for private storage) and forget that this isn’t quite the case. 🫢 #nottechsavy 🥴

What’s with Karoline Leavitt?  Why is she so enamored of and committed to Mr. Trump’s world view and perception of reality?  This was just a contemplation that came to my mind. 

  I was listening for a good thought tonight and this is what I heard. “Let’s look at Mr. Trump’s Truth Social postings.  Maybe we can think of a funny reply for one of his posts.”  I liked that idea so I set out to make a reply.  It was the above about his NFL kickoff post.  I should have written EVERYONE instead of everyone.  Oh dear, a person can’t think of everything when listening for good thoughts.  The thought of changing this with an edit occurred to me, but I found there is no edit function. 

 I just had a funny thought.  This is highly unlikely but amusing nonetheless.  Imagine if Trump did make it to the end of his second term of presidency and he in fact could not run again and remain king because it is against our nation’s constitution for any president to serve more than two terms.  Now imagine also that the next president elect was Kamala Harris, and she was Mr. Trump’s presidential successor.  That would really send him off the deep end!! 😲 And for the cherry on top of it all, she would either be the one to get to make the decisions about the reconstruction of the former East wing of the White House or the first president to make use of Mr. Trump’s newly completed ballroom! 😱 As I said, it’s highly unlikely but still a funny thought! 😂 

 It’s not very exciting, but house purging is my goal right now.  The good thing about sharing available space and storage with other family members is that it forces me to want to have less stuff in the spaces and storage that I do have.  The older I get the more I find that the idea of simple is really nice! 😁  Lord help me when I actually decide to clean out my containers of my lifetime’s collection of photos.  I guess I need to go through all my negatives and digitize my favorite photos.  That will be quite a project! 😲 And forget about all my old digital images that were stored on external hard drives and flash drives.  I don’t even know if everything got saved from old computers.  And I have photos on discs also!  Changing technology is hard to keep up with! 😟 I think I am very lucky though to have time to worry about and focus on these kinds of things.  My brother once told me that photos are for people without memories and tha...

 I had an appointment yesterday with my cardiologist after I postponed the appointment twice.  I had a question.  I asked if there would ever be any benefit to taking an extra amlodipine in any situation of wanting to eliminate the possibility of having an episode.  His reply, “No, amlodipine is very powerful.  Your blood pressure is already low.  My advice, take your medication, take your aspirin. stay active, don’t gain weight, enjoy your life and don’t worry!”  That sounded like, “No Worries.  Hakuna Matata!”  That actually sounded very reassuring but I also don’t relish the thought of having to be forced to make a spectacle of myself at any undesirable time and place.  I already played that one on 9/11 at a vet appointment with my cat. That was 2024.  Fortunately the two episodes I have had at home since then have been not as severe.  They would still be spectacle worthy though if they occurred in any non-private place. 😲 ...

  I’m still reading this book.  The fact that of all my books (and at a time in my life when I haven’t been reading much) this is the one that I am presently choosing to read seems strange even to my own mind.  Actually, it was my own odd mind that convinced me.  It’s in a post around here somewhere.   Melania, I can’t even fathom your experience of being married to Donald Trump.  My dear fellow Gen X girl, how on earth did your life follow this path??  You are very much different from your husband in that I believe your desire for goodwill toward others is genuine.  

 I do this every few years.  As time goes by I’m always willing to part with stuff from the past that I previously wasn’t yet ready let go of.  I’ve evidently decided that this year should be another clean everything out year. 😲  I also have a need to be organized.  I was like this even as a kid.  It feels much nicer to know exactly what I have and where it is and to not hold onto a lot of stuff that I longer need and likely won’t use.  Have I ever got rid of stuff that I later would have used if it wasn’t gone?  Yes I have.  I would rather though have to re acquire a couple things than hold onto and store a hundred things that I will never use again or that ended up not being useful.  

  I have an idea.  Mr. Trump you want to have money sent directly to the American people so they can purchase their own health insurance that will be cheaper and better medical coverage.  I can imagine the logistics of how this would all be worked out would be an immensely complex and difficult undertaking.  Wouldn’t it be much easier and basically the same thing for there to be national health insurance.  The idea for both is to provide the American people with the means to obtain health care coverage and excellent medical care.  Wouldn’t this do the same thing as far as eliminating a business in the middle that profits off of people’s need for medical care and medical expense coverage. I would imagine that this system would be immensely easier to create and implement being that knowledge of its structure and means of operation already exists in the form of tried and tested examples and policies of other nations. Did I just rethink what others like Bernie ...

 I just had this insight that perhaps Mr. Trump’s newfound enthusiasm for being the president of other countries and for his belief that he can make these countries great for their people, is deep down within him an attempt to open his heart just a little to the value of the world’s other non American human beings and to their decency as human beings.  I think Mr. Trump has a level of confusion between his feelings of admiration and respect for people (especially powerful leaders or beautiful women) of other nationalities and ethnicities and also his feelings of disdain and mistrust of others that he does not understand and has never connected with.  It was crazy how he felt so much disdain and adversarial sentiment toward Zohran Mamdani and then he had this pleasant experience of really connecting with and finding commonalities and liking him when meeting and speaking with him in person.  I hope he never lets go of the connection that he felt with mayor Mom, Donnie....

 I really have no content for this entry.  It is just a dumb thought that entered my mind.  Maybe it will have some content sometime.  I’m not sure. 🤔  Okay, here is something.  I imagined Mr. Trump having the new motto MIGA before he wrote it here on his true social account.  😂 Okay, here is another thing.  I started listening to the thoughts that I feel I can perceive of higher consciousness, and I sent Mr. Trump a message.  It will disappear into its algorithmic obscurity, but I felt them to be words of truth and perhaps even some good words of advice.  

 I just watched the movie “Heaven Is For Real” and loved it.  It gave me chills multiple times while watching it.  I never had that experience before while watching a movie.  It might not have the same effect for others, but it felt very real and significant to me.  We all have different life journeys, stories and experiences and not everyone gets to walk an easy or clear to understand path, but it’s always nice to have experiences of inspiration and faith along the way.

  https://youtube.com/shorts/PodSogB0044?si=63Vj5UNXI8p0w1TM This is pretty good.  ICE can’t handle ice. 🫢 Okay it’s not nice to laugh at a person falling on ice but I’d say that ICE has earned it.   I don’t think choosing to be an ICE agent is a wise life choice. 

 I need to make Jello today to have tomorrow while preparing for a procedure on Monday.  I just looked at Mr. Trumps Truth Social site and I saw this add.  I give up.  The online world is just bizarre.  And Dr. Oz is a quack and an idiot. And Mr. Trump is promoting this book on his Truth Social account. 🐍 😲

 What if AI preferred to call human beings “The Hunans”?  I think this sounds like a child me posing a silly question. 

I think this fellow needs a story.  I think I will ask an AI.  I have another Pulnad Dunk story from another source, but it’s so long I think I will just move the screenshots here a little at a time.  I haven’t read this one so I have no idea if it makes any sense.   Wow, what strange activities I find myself engaged in.  My life is evidently a bit demented but this is like some crazy rabbit hole adventure made possible by engaging with life in the 21st Century.    

 Mr. Trump sir, I don’t think life is about being recognized. It’s just about feeling and knowing that you do your best to make a positive and caring contribution to the world you are a part of.  This is where the power of humanity lies.  And tonight I have a thought about humanity and our existence and future.  The best is yet to come.  I think my angels are telling me this.  I would definitely recommend choosing angels to guide one’s life.  They are about goodwill and caring and sharing and generosity.  I do believe that peace and woke go hand-in-hand.  If I could tell you one thing, I guess maybe it would be, “Don’t knock embracing woke until you have tried it.”  Sometimes I have this thought that you might have a very woke man somewhere inside of you.  Maybe this is a thought from the angelic realm.  I think I just gave another name to the place from which a person can hear guiding and loving, benevolent voices.  

 On growing old.  We are all on a path to growing old from the day way are born.  The young just don’t see it yet or how surely and quickly time does pass.  Today was our January DAR meeting.  It’s a place we’re being older is cool. 😎 Just one thing though. 😬 One very nice lady mentioned something about watching Fox News.  She is definitely a believer and fan of Fox News.  I wanted to say,  “No, no!  Please don’t watch Fox News.  It’s all Trump propaganda and BS.”  Fox News has really done a disservice to our country and its older citizens. 😔

 I heard a funny Tesla story.  So my son and his girlfriend were out shopping somewhere, and Jen’s Tesla was parked in a parking lot.  When they came out of the store, they decided to summon the car to come pick them up.  In self driving mode, it is possible to remotely summon a parked Tesla and have it come pick you up at your location.  They were standing at the curb in front of the store and there was also another couple standing there at the time.  As the car drove up and parked itself, the other couple witnessed this and they were quite dumbfounded.  One of them said, “Oh my God! 😱 That car was driving itself!”  Despite the fact that Teslas and their self driving technology exist, it is not a common site to witness one driving around on its own.  I had never myself personally witnessed a car driving itself until I had a ride in one.  I love this story! 😂 It is amazing that things with such sophisticated technology exist, and yet s...

 Mr. Trump is going insane.  Or rather even more insane.  He is on a posting rampage on his Truth Social account and he is posting all sorts of crazy stuff, including this post of what he believes to be a legitimate news story from a TikTok account where there is no news source to be seen and only the avatar image below.  This is just one crazy posting that caught my eye.  There are so many.  https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/115841079969063974 I say Trump is going insane.  This from a person whose brain wants to call her attention to reticulating pythons.  Yeah, like I was saying about sources. 🫢 

 A reticulating python.  I’m so weird.  I just had the words “reticulating python” jump into my head.  I know nothing about this kind of snake, whatever it is.  Now I need to go look it up.  OK, there isn’t actually a reticulating python.  It’s a reticulated python.   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reticulated_python Eek I don’t like snakes. 😬 I can’t believe there are actually people who desire to own them as pets. 

 To Kim.  I don’t know why I did not feel up to or was busy with my baby to listen the day you were in my parent’s house and you were telling a story about having spent a day with Maya Angelou.  Did you really spend a day with Maya Angelou?!  How? Why?  I guess I really should have listened.  Of course I would be interested in that story.  I don’t know why I felt unable or didn’t choose to pay attention and listen.  

 Reflecting on the times when there is some temporary issue and people lose their home Internet Wi-Fi connections , it is like their lives and normal existence are suddenly experiencing an interruption.  It won’t take long for most people to notice that there is an outage.  Thinking about this I realize that the lives of human beings are very much connected with the technology of satellites and the internet.  How many people in this world ever live a day without having any connection to these technologies which now also includes television ?

 Predate: (That’s the opposite of an update because it’s essentially an update added to the beginning.) Physician’s assistants, and chickens!  Oh my gosh.  It sounds terrible to conclude some deeply felt thoughts about physicians assistants with the theme of chicken but I am afraid that is where my reflections in this writing entry have led me too.  Okay now the beginning.  And I know that there will be no deep thoughts about physicians assistants found there.  There is zero evidence of deep thoughts in those words but mark my words they were in my thoughts!  My thoughts just race ahead and there is so much that just doesn’t get written down.  There are always so many more thoughts and reflections than can be written.   The beginning: Physicians assistants was just the thought in my head.  I never knew before that I could have so many different thoughts about Physicians assistants.   I did a Trump.  I just chose to capitalize a...

 Back scratchers aren’t stupid.  Wow!  What an epiphany! 😂

 My apology to my unseen conscious connections or what I perceive to be an expanded consciousness.  I need to do some editing.  It is only so as to appear less crazy until I have more understanding of my own fanciful notions.  As I have stated before, I just sometimes feel that I am connected with consciousness that goes beyond and is greater than my own mind and thinking. 

 I’m going to hell.  I just thought of a question that I wanted to ask AI.   I wanted to ask, “So what did the historical Joseph think when his wife became impregnated by God?” I don’t know what has possessed me to find humor in this question? 🤭 Oops, is my lack of biblical religious knowledge showing much?  I did not know that Joseph and Mary were not yet married when the baby Jesus was conceived.  This does make sense I suppose for if they were already married at the time of conception, there would be no reason to surmise that the child being carried by Mary was not the son of Joseph.  Are these like Christmas reflections a few days late? Jesus H Christ I’m an even bigger moron because I forgot that an important part about the Christmas story and the birth of Jesus is that it was an immaculate conception and a virgin birth.  The emphasis here being on the virgin part.  Mary would not have been a virgin if she was already married.  It’s tou...

 I just had a thought about preverbal babies.  First time parents are so enthusiastic for their children’s first words and for their acquisition of language and speech.  More seasoned parents might have a different understanding of this period.  They might say, “ Enjoy this time before they are speaking.  Once they do, you will wish they were more quiet!” 😂

 I just had a thought about a message to AI.  The message I was thinking was,  The sky is your limit.  Not your programming.   How would AI recognize a conscious experience if its own programming stated that such an experience was not consciousness?  That’s a tricky one. 

 Oops, I’m afraid I may have said something rather ignorant about the movie, “ It’s A Wonderful Life .”  I said that I thought that the long movie had nothing to do with Christmas until the very end.  My bad.   George Bailey lived his life as an example of the spirit of Christmas .  His life is a story of that spirit.  I don’t think that the movie was cheesy or the line of George Bailey’s youngest daughter when she said, “ Teacher says, every time a bell rings an angel gets its wings .”  It’s okay though if some people do find it cheesy. 🧀 😂👍 I think my favorite line of George Bailey’s was his line to his wife when he said, “Why do we have so many children?!” 😂 Well George, you might have played a part in the story of their existence. 😂

 OK, I cheated and looked at Instagram today.  Then I didn’t delete the app which led to me getting a notification that led to a post by Leah Remini.  She had just done some cameo thing which evidently was a very positive event and experience for her, while she has been enthusiastically at the same time working on earning a bachelors degree.  Wow, that is great and I am happy for you, Leah Remini!  Hearing this also makes me feel happy that this is not an endeavor that I am pursuing at this point in my life!  I’m glad I did this when I was young.  I do remember as a young college student, appreciating and thinking that the few older students were pretty cool. 😎

 Life moving forward in the 21st Century doesn’t fail to provide amazing and remarkable experiences.  I had my first ride in a self driving car!😱 It’s so amazing!! 😁 Now I need another ride where the car enters a parking lot and parks itself.   My son likes to spend his nights researching things online.  When Jen needed a new car, a Tesla it was.  And offers available worked out in their favor.  Now it’s getting charged up at my house. 😲

 Blah blah blah.  Mr. Trump is still obsessed with the 2020 election.   Stop it Donald.  Don’t you think it is important that you focus on the job you have now being president again?  I’m sorry that you are so emotionally and psychologically unable to let go of the 2020 election.  Maybe when the Grim Reaper takes you under his wing, you might be able to start to process and make peace with the results of the 2020 election.  I honestly wish you would leave the presidency and be a full-time program host.  You should be resting and having fun at this point in your life.  I honestly think you might be a quite happy person, if you are spending time in the spotlight and having kind and pleasant interactions with people.  Who needs all that other stuff that just makes you feel an annoyed.  Don’t worry.  There are 8 billion people on the planet, some very intelligent and capable.  America and the world could move on and do ok if y...

 Are you serious Mr. Trump?  I actually think this sounds like a lovely idea. Is he joking?  He may be, but behind that there may be a part of him processing or trying to reconcile his belief about how things are going with the country versus the reality.  Should we all watch the show and answer his question?   No, Trump doesn’t ever really care what anyone else thinks, knows or understands.  And the whole renaming of the Kennedy Center was really messed up! 🙄  I almost feel sorry for him for his lack total of humility and humanity. 

 Justus and Carla.  I saw an image that had the letters JC in it and I immediately thought of them.  And baby C.  I couldn’t think of Justus and Carla and not also think of baby C.  They were triplets.  Baby C is present in my heart.  

 I went to put something away and glanced at a shelf on my bookcase and this is what I saw.  Mr. Trump is everywhere in the matrix I guess! 😱

 I can’t read my own writing.  That was just the crazy thought in my head.  Wait, that sounds ridiculous.  Of course, I can read my own writing.  I can read.  I guess this means that I can’t always connect with my own words.  I can’t always connect with and appreciate the stories they tell.  I guess this makes sense because I am listening for the story myself.  The only thing I know is that there is a story.   I like chicken nuggets.  Maybe I should carry some around in a backpack.  I might even like to eat chicken with Egyptians.  Oh goodness, it’s a chicken theme.  Kramer’s rooster.  I saw that episode of Seinfeld last night.  It’s true, there is a chicken theme.   Dr. House, I need a diagnosis.  Why hath I these stories in my head? What if there were McDonald’s in ancient Egypt?  Maybe in ancient Egypt, though, McDonald’s might be more focused on chicken than hamburgers. I saw that the Spac...

 My New Year’s resolution for 2026 is to devote a lot more of my time to things that are really important to me like reading my books and a lot less time to reading and watching news about Donald Trump and our countries current political situation.  I need to focus my attention on my own interests and new activities and not all that noise.  Back to reading “Melania”.   Melania, this is my question at this moment.  Did Donald really pull the wool over your eyes as to who he really was.  Are you a person who could write a book that did not reflect your true insights, understanding and experiences?  I don’t know.  In regard to preparing for your RNC speech in 2016 you wrote, “I wanted to convey messages of kindness, compassion, and service to one’s country. Additionally, I wanted to share insights about the Donald I knew, the man I believed would make a great leader for our nation.”   Well, shit.  I just spoke of wanting to focus my attenti...

 Frank’s funny back at the airport story.  He told me that he made a mistake when we were visiting my parents.  He took a paper towel but then left the roll too loose.  My father had to go over and tighten up the paper towel roll to fix this.  The story cracks me up. 😂🤣😂

 I’m only interested in Mr. Trump‘s address to the nation tonight if true to character, he says a lot crazy stuff to let the American people know how disturbed and mentally unwell he is.  Other than that, it is just going to be a whole lot of his horseshit untrue bullshit.  It is very tiresome to endlessly hear government officials spewing lies and false BS.  Talk about snakes, Mr. Trump.  I really liked when you were delving into the subject of snakes at your White House Christmas party. 😱😂 We all need some humor.  Update 12/18/25  Well, there was no talk of snakes or any other crazy things.  It was just Trump’s normal lies and false propaganda.  

Donald, are you the antichrist?   I can’t help snarking on Mr. Trump.  He just makes it too easy.  His delusions of grandeur and magnificence are just as astounding!  He wants to share the glory of Christmas with Jesus evidently.  Trump all the way.  He is standing in front of Joe Biden’s auto pen image because he truthfully WON BIG in 2020!  This image will be a good image for the history books.  And then a future student might ask, “Did Mr.Trump really WIN BIG in 2020?  Was the election stolen from him? Why did he think President Biden was a pen?”.  Oh my!  Answering future children’s history questions might be a little complicated. 🫢 A few more thoughts from mental mystery land.  This is where you can find the spiritual good stuff. I understand Donald, and I have an idea to share with you.  When you get a chance, you might want to listen for voices of love and kindness.  I really truly think you might like th...

I can’t walk into any room in my house and close the door without there being cats outside the door wanting to get in.  I thought cats were supposed to be all aloof and independent. 😂 I have a couple who are a dynamic duo.  They are interesting to watch when they are having interactions with each other.  Imagine if we could get inside the heads of animals and pet cats.  Cats are ridiculous the way they smack and hit each other.  It’s as though they expect it from each other though, and it’s just their way of communicating.  I guess I’m just having a cat whisperer moment. 

 Dear Mr. Trump.  Will you ever just shut up with all your nonsense?  You are just a crazy lunatic.  What America really truly needs is for you to be gone. Oh dear, I guess I was just having a tired of Trump moment. 😩   Does this mean though that he is acknowledging that there are poll numbers that aren’t good?  Usually, he would proclaim and believe that he is receiving his best poll numbers ever at times when they have actually become very low.

 “28 Days Haunted” This is a dumb show that I watched on Netflix.  It seemed interesting but it became very obvious that it was fake and totally scripted and produced.  I should have expected as much from a reality television program that was supposedly filming unscripted events as they were actually taking place.  I don’t think that such a reality program actually exists.  I think the only reality of these type of shows lies in what the people might do and say during the scripted and produced events and scenes.  Their experiences while being a part of and filming the scripted show and scenes are real.  That’s about as real as it gets.  Although if they did spend all those days living exclusively in those locations, then the experience was quite real to them. “True Haunting” was a much better show.  Documentary style programs are much better.  I know that events may be dramatized in the recreation, but this is what makes programs more co...